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    May 28

    一年前的事..一年后的人..一切时过境迁.

                       听着一年前熟悉的音乐..整整一年的时间..一切都被生活所遗忘..现在我又因为生活再次来到这个熟悉又已远离的情感空间..
        这个曾经给幼稚的我记叙流水帐般琐碎杂事的地方...偶然想起..一年后已经不知道是以一个什么心态来回望这一年的点点滴滴..
        现在才发觉原来那时的我是那么的幸福..此时虽然比365天前要拥有了更多..懂得了更多..爱的更多..但等同的失去了更多更多.....
                暮然回首..这一年来给自己带了什么...失落..伤感..封闭..自卑..冷静..忍耐与再一次坚强的勇气...还有就是已经结束的内段感情..
         内个深爱我的你....一切一切不在...
     
     
                  原谅我的自私,我已经用了一年的时间来爱你...一年的时间来等你..等你给我一个家..给我们一个将来..努力的适应着你的生活..
         可是原来我真的做不到...一天一天的过去..我对你的爱也被伤痛委屈一点一点的吞噬...我好强的性格终于受不咯束缚挣脱了爱的枷锁..
         你知道么..我真的好累...一个人背俩个人的债..你把你所有的事业.生活都建立在爱我的前提上..给我带来了巨大的压力..你要明白努力生
         活是为了自己而不是为了我..我不想一而再.再而三的听到老婆我爱你.我要给你一个温暖的家后还是你自己骗自己的消沉...说真的我爱你我爱你的家人...可是你真的不能给我幸福...我一个人背负了太大的压力...俩个人都没错吧///只是因为太爱了...所以现在一切该结束了..再见``
               请你好好的生活...给下一个她一辈子的承诺..给她一个美丽温暖的家...我爱你所以离开你..我会笑着祝福..!!!你要试着努力成长了...不要看到你再次的受伤,虽然这些伤是我们给的....俩次这样的感情你可以找到共同点么..请你好好想一想..去想想为什么结果都一样....哪一天你懂了...你会真正开始拥有幸福的,.......
     
             现在的我遇到了一个自己都不懂的人..也许这就是我的命..就要一直不停的开始受伤结束..我认命了...
     伤痛如果真的能够让我成长的话我认了..~!!!!羞羞加油..你会活的更好..努力工作..让一切成为自己的财富..一定不要走错路..
    一辈子都要为自己的坚持自豪....谢谢你..~!!!!!!!!!!!
        

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